Forbes magazine recently published a list of the 50 most common questions asked in a job interview. The top two questions? What are your strengths? and What are your weaknesses?

Each of us has been uniquely created with abilities and traits that are easily recognized as our personal strengths. Some of us are gifted musically, others of us shine academically. Some of us would be described as empathetic, others are depicted as effervescent.

We also--if we are honest--all have areas of our lives where we are lacking in terms of talents or attributes. While we may have keen insight as to what makes people tick we may be clueless as to what makes our car engine tick. We may know how to organize a major event but can't seem to organize our closet. 

In a healthy family environment, children's strengths are recognized, affirmed, and developed. But in homes where serious dysfunction is present (e.g. a parent's addiction, uncontrolled anger, abandonment, constant criticism) a child's greatest strengths can be taken to such an extreme that they become his or her greatest weaknesses. Driven by the often insatiable need for attention and affirmation, a child's God-given abilities and traits can be transformed from blessings to curses.    

• A child's desire for excellence, fueled by the insecurity of a chaotic environment, can become a need for perfection.
• Living in a dysfunctional family environment can turn a child's spirit of independence into a “nobody’s gonna tell me what to do” attitude.
• Taken to an extreme, a child's sense of responsibility turns into his or her becoming super responsible. He or she begins to believe that they are responsible for everyone and everything.

• A child's caring nature becomes detrimental when he or she  become so busy caring for others that they don’t care for themselves.
• For a child trying to prove his or her worth, being disciplined and task-oriented can become an obsession--so much so that there is no room in their lives for spontaneity or fun.
• A child's sense of humor can be affected in that his or her natural ability to joke and laugh becomes a means of avoiding their pain; they are always “on,” they find it hard to​ ever be serious because serious hurts too much.

• A child's boldness to say what he or she believes, when elevated by the anger associated with their home life, can lead to their being argumentative. He or she have to be right in every situation--even when they know they're wrong.
• A child's sense of loyalty can become an undying allegiance that prevents him or her from acknowledging reality, often leading to their involvement in gangs and toxic romantic relationships.
• When living with people who are unsafe, a child who is naturally shy can become reclusive.

• A child who is compliant by nature, when subjected to a demanding parent, learns that it is wrong to stand up for themselves.  
• When a child's rights are violated in the home, his or her assertiveness can turn into aggressiveness.

The damage caused from growing up in a dysfunctional family environment is far reaching. Everyone in the family system is affected. Many times the effects aren't recognized until they rear their ugly heads in our adult relationships.

The first step toward addressing our "issues" is recognizing that there may be underlying reasons we have them. Many times when trying to understand why we are the way we are we don't connect the dots between past and present.

Once we gain an understanding of where our behaviors originated we can get about the business of reshaping them. We can find healthy ways to address our still-present need for attention and affirmation. With our Creator's help our strengths can truly become strengths once again.

I grew up with an alcoholic dad. And since denial and alcoholism go hand in hand, whenever my dad was confronted on his behavior he would shift the blame to others. My mere presence in the home made me a convenient target.

I was accused of be ungrateful. Unappreciative. Lazy. Irresponsible. I remember once being yelled at for not mowing the lawn like I had been told. I had mowed it that morning. My dad was just too drunk to notice. I knew the verbal attack was unwarranted. But I was only nine years old. He was an adult. So I accepted full blame.

Since children don't have the ability to reason like grownups, I concluded that it was my fault that my dad was an alcoholic. Dad kept getting drunk because I was bad. I came to believe that if I simply behaved better and never gave my dad anything to criticize he wouldn’t drink anymore.

And so it began. The insatiable need to be perfect. The self-imposed demand to perform flawlessly so that I could earn the approval of others. Relentlessly seeking a goal that could never be attained. And every day feeling like a failure.

There is no greater form of self-abuse than perfectionism.

But the guilt and shame that gnawed at my soul as I tried desperately to live up to the expectations of an alcoholic father were nothing like the guilt and shame I experienced trying to live up to the expectations of an infallible Heavenly Father.

Well into my adult life, and long after my dad was delivered from alcoholism and our relationship was restored, I was still living in fear. I was afraid to make a mistake; afraid of rejection; afraid I would never be deemed worthy of love; afraid to get too close to another father I couldn't please.

But one day, as I was searching through the Bible for nuggets of truth that would calm my fears, I came across five words in the book of First John that I was familiar with, but honestly hadn't paid much attention to. Five words that God clearly meant for me at that juncture of my life. Five words that give hope and healing to wounded souls who are fearful that they are too flawed to ever be loved: Perfect love drives out fear.  

The Bible says that God is perfect in all of  His ways. He is a perfect Father. And He loves His children with a perfect love.

Perfect love is love without condition. Perfect love has no strings attached. Perfect love looks beyond people's imperfection and sees their need. Perfect love is the kind of love we read about in 1 Corinthians 13: Love that is patient, love that is kind, love that does not envy, love that does not boast, love that is not proud, love that does not dishonor others, love that is not self-seeking, love that is not easily angered, love that keeps no record of wrongs. 

The wonderful, freeing truth I have discovered is that there is no room for fear in a heart that is filled with the Heavenly Father's perfect love. Because my Heavenly Father's love is perfect I don't have to be.